Poem : I Walk Alone

I was inspired to write this, because this is what I was doing some minutes before; I was walking alone, in the middle of the night. I do it a lot, but this time, while I was walking, words started to get into my head and they formed this. I don't think it's such a great piece of writing, but it's something that I knew I had to write.

I walk alone.... as the night falls, as the darkness takes over
I walk alone, in the night, feeling like I don't walk; like I hover
over the road, over the world. I walk alone, but I am not by myself on this journey
because even when I walk alone, there is always someone there, someone yearning
for me, someone I love, someone I trust. People that time can't erase from my mind, 
people that fight on the same side as me, people good, people kind.
Memories are there, too, to keep every part of me alive, to keep me going. 
Good or bad, it doesn't matter, because they both are a part of this being.


I walk alone and the road in front of me is long; but that only makes me stronger,
knowing that many walk, but few until the end of it, few want it to be longer.
Because they don't know; the longer the path, the bigger the reward.
I fight and conquer, but I don't need a sword. 
'Cause even if I am alone, I have the biggest weapon within me
all the people I love, all the people I care about, they are the light that shines within me.


I walk alone, even though others are walking around me; they only wander.
But not me, I don't wander, because my journey, isn't the kind that people can ponder.
I have a long road ahead of me, but it makes me happy, never sad
that I have a goal to reach, so I can't just stand.


If you ask these people that are  walking close to me, they only see few lights in the night
cause they don't see what I can; they are blind, they don't see the real light.
The light of inspiration within me, the one that even in the night, shines brighter than the sun.
I'm inspired; therefore I inspire. But not all of us can walk this road, few really can. 
This secret "power" is not a gift all of us possess, so not all can see through the eyes of their soul.
Knowing this, I try to shed some light in others' worlds, even through the tinniest hole.

So I walk alone, but I don't feel alone. 'Cause I was inspired to inspire.
And I was inspired to give, to help, to light a fire. 
A fire that can heal the whole world, if all of us were to carry this heavy load until the end,
if all of us wished to be the burden bearers, to carry away the evil and bring it to an end.


So I want to let everyone know... you're not alone.

This is dedicated to everyone that walks beside me, even when I am alone.

Fighting For A Change

Life is so good right now.

If this is a dream (if it is, it's the most vivid dream I've ever had) I don't ever want to wake up. 

Through all the negativity, through the rain, through the pain, through the fire. Friends, REAL friends, still continue to be next to you, while you go through ALL that. The feeling that you can really rely on someone is unique...

Nothing can make someone feel better more than helping others. Many think, that no one in this world is to be trusted. That we're all enemies. That all this is a battle. 

That's why the society in my country is bleeding. No trust, no will to lend a helping hand to those who need it the most. As a wise friend said, the problem lies in the society. It's not just economical. The society is rotten and people like me, who NEED to help others, smell the corpse of this country, slowly decomposing. Many pretend, they try to convince themselves nothing is happening. But as this country turns into ashes, we only try to spread that fire. If we don't help others, how can we help OURSELVES? How can we live our lives, knowing that we live only to please our own desires, which are greedy & ruthless? How can we live, always pointing our fingers at someone else, blaming them, but never blame ourselves ? Why can't we stop talking and start DOING things? I can't figure out how so many people are blind.... 

Friends are not sure if they should trust each other. I believe that true friends have to give everything to their friends. Friends are one of the best things in the world. The term friend, is now misconceived. Friend is the person that is willing to make YOUR PROBLEMS, equally important to his own, if not more. This type of friend is a breed that is almost close to extinction.

However, as I found out these past 2 years, some friends are different. Real friends do exist. You experience, exchange things with them. But no one asks for a reward. We are rewarded by seeing our friends smile.... We feel good, when they do. If you don't feel like that, you're not a true friend.

My life changed so drastically this year, that I don't even recognize myself. And that happened because someone believed in me. Showed me I mean a lot to some people. Showed me I can do things. I can make a change. 

I wanna thank 3 people, without saying their names; they will understand. I would never expect to be who I am. I feel so strong, so happy. And it's all because they're by my side and as long as we help each other, we're happy. We change each others life.
Guidance is all we need. I want to thank the person, that believed in me more than anyone, and with his guidance, changed me to who I am today. I was lost. I was hopeless. But I found my way. And if the way is not paved, I will pave it. 

Right now, when we're in need of support, because we all know bad times are coming, how can we not work as a team, a FIST and make a change? We need to wake up and take action. We need to stop being selfish. 

And that, doesn't come from someone pretending to be perfect, trying to point out other people's mistakes. That comes from someone that did take action. Maybe on a personal level, but before you say it's too small, remember the butterfly effect. A small change, can trigger a mechanism that makes a lot of changes. Huge ones.... 

Imagine if we all made a small change every day. This world would be a better place. 

So, here I AM. 

A little butterfly. I'm flapping my wings.... Hoping for a CHANGE.

And I am not  talking about a small one.

My Short Review Of : "Shadow Of The Colossus HD"

A lot of gamers I know, actually look at me like I'm crazy if I tell them this game is one of the best.
IS IT SO HARD TO BELIEVE?
          I mean, really, this game lacks anything but awesomeness.
This game is so deep, it doesn't feel like a game, but more like a painting with a far deeper meaning that you can imagine.
It makes you wanna explore, go further, find out more and more.
                 Well, I know this is not actually the best game in terms of fights, but there's no other option, there are only 16 Colossi that you gotta fight. Not one more, not one less... They got to be 16. You never see anyone else (Except Agro and the girl) and it feels kinda lonely, but the game also has this covered ; it makes it look more deep, sad and mysterious. Sometimes, the emptiness feels more full than anything else.

Simply look at this picture and you will surely agree ; it's quite a game

Why ? Throughout all the emptiness, some things like the support of your horse in battles, fill out a gap.


               That's one of the main reasons it's so unique. While all the other videogames concentrate on many different characters, this one  only concentrates on a dull concept, but still the game is not boring.....

No one can fully recreate this game, it is such a one-of-a-kind game. I don't like spoilers, so I don't want to refer to the story at all. I just wanna explore it in my mind. It's a good game, but I would never suggest it to a amateur gamer. This is strictly for experienced gamers, to understand it's true meaning an cause and to gasp on the thought of what it represents.... This game will surely renovate your gamer-self. It is an experience you should not miss
Hope you play the game, and I am happy to know what you think about it

Samsung Galaxy S II : My Review

I just bought the Samsung Galaxy S II, some days ago. 

I wanted to do a review but I know it was released in May, so it's odd to make a review 5 months later. Still, some people are still interested.

First of all, I'll let you in on some details :

4.27, 480 x 800 pixels, Super Amoled Plus touch screen

Android 2.3

8 MP camera, with Full HD video 

Dual-Core processor 

16 GB

Weight 116 gr

Length 12.9 cm

Width 6.5 cm

Height 0.5 cm

So yeah it's a pretty cool phone.

And because I've tried the iPhone 4, I can say Samsung Galaxy S II is better. Why?

It does the same things the iPhone does, but better! And it's cheaper.

It has some good apps like

Music Hub

Social Hub 

Readers Hub

Game Hub

It has a good sound system too, especially with the headphones, included in the package.

16 GB for you to download songs, apps, take pictures etc. 

Another good thing is, while the iPhone goes up to 32 GB, this one can go up to 48 GB with a 32 GB Memory stick. The iPhone doesn't have the ability to insert a memory stick.

The pictures and videos have a very good quality, even in a very dark room.

The voice commands app, Voice Talk is very good and user-frienly

Internet is fast, and you can easily update you accounts, emails, weather, news etc with just a few clicks. It is a bit tricky, so it takes some time for you to figure it out, but when you do, it's going to be a hell of an experience. The Super Amoled Plus screen is perfect for watching HD movies. It's better than watching a movie on the TV!

The best things you can do with this phone

Play games : the best  mobile-gaming quality I've ever seen

Take pictures/record videos : very good, sharp pictures, and Full HD video

Browse Social Networks : you can browse Twitter, Facebook etc. very fast and update your profile

Listen to music via the headphones : the sound quality is one of the best ones' and with the 16 GB of space, you can add your favorite music.

Read books/newspapers/magazines or articles : With the Readers Hub, you will see a revolution in mobile reading. It's all I can say. Even if you don't read from the Readers Hub, you'll be amazed.

Apps I recommend :

UberSocial (a Twitter app)

Angry Birds. 

N.O.V.A. 2 HD 

Spider Man HD 

Fruit Ninja

Androidify

DatPiff Mobile

IMDB

doubleTwist

Google Translate

PowerVocabulary

TweetDeck

Watch a review I liked on YouTube bellow :

The World And My Opinion On How WE Live

Hey! I just didn't know what to post, and came up with something that's bothering me, but I didn't feel like sharing it with the whole world. But I changed my mind. I think that if we all hide things like that, we're just ignorant, we're just not saying anything that might show that we're weak, that we're HUMAN. I just feel so cold. I was out, with 4 of my friends today, and I felt so cold, like I'm not a part of the society, but only an empty person. People on the road, walking, never smiling, looking like the dolls behind the glass of a shop. Looking lifeless, not caring about anything. Poor people on the road, playing the guitar and everyone passes by like they're not there, never minding to spare a few coins to give those people. Is it just me? I feel that we all isolate ourselves, and that's like losing the entire meaning of life. Maybe I'm just a dreamer.

"All men dream: but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dream with open eyes, to make it possible. This I did."

-T. E. Lawrence

This is one of my favorite quotes, and I wonder am I just a dreamer of the day, that makes his own dream possible or a dreamer of a night, greedily grabbing onto his lonely dream?

Maybe it's me growing up, 'cause certainly we all do.

Even with my friends, I feel like we don't even care about each other. I asked one of my friends to buy him a drink, and he actually laughed at me. He thought that I was trying to be a friend, I was trying to get closer to him. But no, that wasn't it.

Also, I asked a question to a random shop assistant and she responded like I had taken something precious from her. And I don't even understand why. Maybe, as I already said, it's just me, but I wanted to discuss it, to share it so that I can see if anyone feels like me. I feel alone. EMPTY.

I think money is a reason that we're all so greedy and fight only for ourselves. I mean, everyone wants something that they can't buy. Me too. But I'd never be upset or sad for something I couldn't buy, whether it is a cell phone or a computer or anything else.

    I wouldn't want my parents to be rich though. I'd much rather fight to earn the money, than having my parents work just for me. I'd never play the smart guy with someone else's money... And here I quote another of my favorite artists ;

"Materialism lives outside the lines of my reality"

- The Game

Also, another thing I want to say, is I see people being so good and gentle on the internet, but not in the real world. I don't know why I even thought about it. But still. It's real.

I would not easily discuss this thing with people in person, 'cause of the reaction I'd get. I think it would be somewhat annoying to have someone laugh at you when you talk about something like this.

Another thing I want to say is

"Be the change you want to see in the world."

-Gandhi

I want to be that change. But I don't know how. I need to work on it.

Thank you all for reading this, and I'd be pretty happy to discuss it in the comments, Facebook or Twitter.

Thanks again for reading this post, although I know many will miss my point.

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